So today has been majorly crap. My plan was to continue the marvellous adventures of jock however I literally am mentally exhausted. Everything reminded me of her today. I love the memories but today I constantly felt anger. Everything was getting my angry today. I know this is part of the natural process however in practice it is not so fun. I was getting my mop out of the cupboard and seen the Christmas decorations she bought for me. I burst into tears. I realised we had spend our last Christmas together. That made me angry.
Tomorrow is another day as they say so I’m going to put my feet up, turn on Netflix and watch something mind numbingly easy. Nighty night. More on Jock tomorrow
xx
A Grievers Guide to the Galaxy 