ok so they say their are 5 stages of grief. I am definitely in stag 4, depression. I have been distracting myself through work and social events to keep what my mind didn’t want to deal with. My feelings. Now I am off for a week and I’ve had a really shitty couple of days. I have basically became a weird monster who likes in his bed all day. I only get up to go to the bathroom. In between crying and sleeping I pretty much do nothing all day. I really hope tomorrow is a bit better. Who knows. Anyway I’m going back to bed again.
night x
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